It's funny how many things that happen in a year can slip away entirely forgotten until something as innocent as an email (ha, since when are emails innocent?) can bring it all, or at least some of it, flooding back. And you can't help but wish you could go back in time and do it all just a little differently. Maybe just stay away from that person you shouldn't have been talking to in the first place, and keep your opinions or issues to yourself. And you wonder if they remember all that shit better than you do, so maybe you understand them just a little bit better now. Funny how that is. So can you move past all that? Is that where the forgetting comes in? Or will all that baggage still be there, just waiting to resurface again and ruin everything? And how can you tell what the other person thinks or remembers without dragging all that junk to the surface? I guess you just can't. So do you leave it how it is? I'm not looking for answers... I'm just wondering s'all. I hate misunderstandings. I wish I hadn't made so many god damn mistakes. Especially the ones I knew were mistakes and made anyways.
If I had just deleted that email.
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